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Sometimes I think about things like the future, love, changes, our world. My life so complicated and I don't know how can be better. I love he, but I can't tell him. If the things change, it will be better. Maybe I am strong enough, but maybe don't. So now I am happy because the school is ok. The exams were terrible, but I get good marks. I was really nervous for the exam and after that I want a cigarette. In the end I wasn't smoke, but I want. I want do bad things, I want more party. Sometimes I want a life with more party and a lot of friends but sometimes I want calm and silence alone. I don't know what I want. I am confused and happy. It's a little bit ironic. I smile and laugh a lot, but I need changes, I need he. I need a better life, a life like in my dream.
I you want get a better life, or you want party, and someting wild, just TELL HIM, how you feel! It would be better. You can do this. You are strong enough, I know it! You survived a lot of things, and those things made you stronger! You have to feel your power, your energy, to feel that you're alive, because it's youor LIFE! And the summer is coming, so, it will be pretty good, I suppose! ;)
Don't give up hun! <3
If you wanna get* your life*
f*szom nemtudok írni :D
Uhh I wrote that 'it's complicated' and yes it's so complicated, and I think you know why it is. Maybe the things will be better in the future, but it's a really slow change and I need time. I have to decide what I want. Thanks your comment it's really impulsive. Love you honey(:
Ehh. I know, it's complicated, yes... But If you don't let him know that, you love him, he never would know!
Sorry, I can't do more for you. (ez nembiztos, hogy helyes... :D) But believe me, everything's gonna be alright! ♥ Somehow, at some, but it's gonna be! ♥